I HATE charter communications.
Here's the link- so you can check them out and NEVER ORDER THEIR SERVICE!
http://www.chartercom.com/


Why does everything involving business with that company have to be so f'n difficult- i discontinued their service last month, and still I'm trying to settle my account- even though every time i hang up the phone with one of their representatives they tell me it's settled. Then low and behold, I check my email this morning and there's yet another bill from them! RIDICULOUS. I've already been on hold with them for 22 min..

Damnit. Add to this shitty situation- I missed James call today. I swear- I leave my phone unattended for only a few minutes each a day- not even- and that's when he calls. (No offense baby- I know you don't plan it like that... it just really sucks)

So- now apparently they're charging me extra money because they didn't come out to remove the cables when I moved out on time. What the hell.

Ever wish you could do something extraordinary?

Break that glass box and go wild with whatever you desire?

Ever do something so extraordinary that nothing you can do will ever match up to your previous success? Would that frighten you into hiding?

What then, do you do?

What would I do?

I think about that all the time- going crazy- at least in the sense of becoming more actively ambitious. That would be extraordinary.

Yesterday a man told me that my idle ambitions frighten him. Not because I dream big- but because my dreams are just that- only thoughts. I don’t strive to achieve greatness; I am seemingly content with mediocrity.

I do this not because I fear failure, “failure is the opportunity to begin, this time more wisely.”

So then what holds me back?

Maybe my fear then is possibly having too much success- going too far ahead and leaving behind what I know now.

Fearing the unknown is defiantly not uncommon.

Even though I know that by not moving forward, I will enevitably still loose what I've got now anyway.

I think it goes deeper than that though.

My final thought is, it’s not the unknown I fear, it’s traveling there alone and staying lonely. Being alone is the only failure that I think I could not overcome.

"Please choose the way of peace... In the short term there may be winners and losers in this war that we all dread. But that never can, nor never will justify the suffering, pain and loss of life your weapons will cause."

Mother Teresa (1910 - 1997), -- Letter to U.S. President George Bush and Iraqi President Saddam Hussein, January 1991.

Donnelly's, a jewelry store in FFLD, CT, was robbed last night- Timothy and Kimberly Donnelly, ages 52, were slaughtered..

This is the first homicide FFLD has seen in 9 years.

It's disgusting.. and it's very sad..

They were nice people, they didn't deserve that.

No one deserves that.

Here's the article from Conn Post Online

http://www.connpost.com/Stories/0,1413,96~3750~2689782,00.html

This is the suspect

http://www.connpost.com/Stories/0,1413,96~34356~2690309,00.html

I hope they catch the bastard who did that.

The US can spend 35 MILLION dollars on things like.. Sports stadiums or 40 MILLION dollars on a 4 day innaguration of the "president"

Meanwhile- That money could go to the Tsunami Victims.. or to our own homeless devistations in America- or to maybe decrease our deficet.

40 Million dollars to do what- celebrate the return of an ass into office- he's already in office anyway it's not like he's gone anywhere.

Scratch that- he just went on Vacation.

I guess he has gone away.

QUICK SPEND MORE MONEY ON USELESS SHIT TO CELEBRATE HIS RETURN!

Un-believable!

Stop spending my money on shit, US government.

Here

http://www.maximonline.com/grit/articles/article_6088.html

I'll be honest- I skimmed through this about 10 min after I first posted this- it just pissed me off more though.